Quotes From "Eleanor & Park" By Rainbow Rowell

Eleanor was right. She never looked nice. She looked like...
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Eleanor was right. She never looked nice. She looked like art, and art wasn't supposed to look nice; it was supposed to make you feel something. Rainbow Rowell
Holding Eleanor's hand was like holding a butterfly. Or a...
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Holding Eleanor's hand was like holding a butterfly. Or a heartbeat. Like holding something complete, and completely alive. Rainbow Rowell
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What are the chances you’d ever meet someone like that? he wondered. Someone you could love forever, someone who would forever love you back? And what did you do when that person was born half a world away? The math seemed impossible. Rainbow Rowell
The first time he'd held her hand, it felt so...
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The first time he'd held her hand, it felt so good that it crowded out all the bad things. It felt better than anything had ever hurt. Rainbow Rowell
It was the nicest thing she could imagine. It made...
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It was the nicest thing she could imagine. It made her want to have his babies and give him both of her kidneys. Rainbow Rowell
My girlfriend is sad and quiet and keeps me up...
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My girlfriend is sad and quiet and keeps me up all night worrying about her. Rainbow Rowell
Can't you just like a girl who likes you back?''...
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Can't you just like a girl who likes you back?'' None of them likes me back. I may as well like the one I really want. Rainbow Rowell
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You think that holding someone hard will bring them closer. You think that you can hold them so hard that you'll still feel them, embossed on you, when you pull away. Every time Eleanor pulled away from Park, she felt the gasping loss of him. Rainbow Rowell
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You think I'm cute?" He said thinkly, pulling on her hand. She was glad he couldn't see her face. "I think you're..." Beautiful. Breathtaking. Like the person in a Greek myth who makes one of the gods stop caring about being a god. Rainbow Rowell
She wanted to lose herself in him. To tie his...
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She wanted to lose herself in him. To tie his arms around her like a tourniquet. If she showed him how much she needed him, he'd run away. Rainbow Rowell
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If you can’t save your own life, is it even worth saving? Rainbow Rowell
Don't bite his face, Eleanor told herself. It's disturbing and...
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Don't bite his face, Eleanor told herself. It's disturbing and needy and never happens in situation comedies or movies that end with big kisses. Rainbow Rowell
There's no reason to think we're going to stop loving...
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There's no reason to think we're going to stop loving each other, ' he said. 'And there's every reason to think that we won't. Rainbow Rowell
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There's only one of him, she thought, and he's right here. He knows I'll like a song before I've heard it. He laughs before I even get to the punch line. There's a place on his chest, just below his throat, that makes me want to let him open doors for me. There's only one of him. Rainbow Rowell
I'm ending this.'' No. Come on. It's not worth it.''...
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I'm ending this.'' No. Come on. It's not worth it.'' You are, ' he said fiercely, looking at her.' You're worth it. Rainbow Rowell
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This is new to us, you know? Your mother's sorry. She's sorry that she hurt your feelings, and she wants you to invite your girlfriend over for dinner."" So that she can make her feel bad and weird?"" Well she is kind of weird, isn't she?" Park didn't have the energy to be angry. He sighed and let his head fall back on the chair. His dad kept talking. "Isn't that why you like her? Rainbow Rowell
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He leaned against her, pressing his shoulder into hers. "Don't be mad at me, " he said, sighing. "It makes me crazy."" I'm never mad at you, " she said." Right."" I'm not."" You must just be mad near me a lot. Rainbow Rowell
He'd stopped trying to bring her back. She only came...
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He'd stopped trying to bring her back. She only came back when she felt like it anyway, in dreams and lies and broken-down déjà vu. Rainbow Rowell
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There was something about the music on that tape. It felt different. Like, it set her lungs and her stomach on edge. There was something exciting about it, and something nervous. It made Eleanor feel like everything, like the world, wasn't what she'd thought it was. And that was a good thing. That was the greatest thing. Rainbow Rowell
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Everytime, he breaks your heart. And everytime, he expects me to pick up the pieces. Rainbow Rowell
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The world turned itself into a better place around him. Rainbow Rowell
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Park stood up when she got to their row, and as soon as she sat down, he took her hand and kissed it. It happened so fast, she didn't have time to die of ecstasy or embarrassment. Rainbow Rowell
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... Whenever Eleanor felt nervous or scared, she told herself to be happy instead. (It didn’t really make her feel better, but it kept her from feeling worse …) Rainbow Rowell
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Maybe I'm some sort of perverted cartoon-sexual. Rainbow Rowell
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Eleanor hated it when her mom acted like that. Relentlessly submissive. It was humiliatng to be in the same room. Rainbow Rowell
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Because all her feelings for him — hot and beautiful in her heart — turned to gobbledygook in her mouth. Rainbow Rowell
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Eleanor let his words hit her full on. Rainbow Rowell
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And in those moments, Park thought about pulling back from her." Not breaking up with her. That phrase didn't even seem to apply here. Just. .. erasing away. Recovering the six inches between them Rainbow Rowell
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He took the necklace out of the box and carefully fastened it around her neck. Just like he'd imagined himself doing when he bought it. That might even be why he bought it - so he'd have this moment, under her hair. He ran his fingertips along the chain and settled the pendant on her throat. Rainbow Rowell
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I'm sorry about yesterday, " she said. He hung on to his straps and shrugged. "Yesterday happens. Rainbow Rowell
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You don’t care what anyone thinks about you, ’ he said.‘ That’s crazy, ’ she said. ‘I care what everyone thinks about me.’‘ I can’t tell, ’ he said. ‘You just seem like yourself, no matter what’s happening around you. My grandmother would say you’re comfortable in your own skin. Rainbow Rowell
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Eleanor had never thought about killing herself — ever — but she thought a lot about stopping. Rainbow Rowell
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He was hers. To have and hold. Not forever, maybe--not forever, for sure--and not figuratively. But literally. And now. Now, he was hers. And he wanted her to touch him. He was like a cat who pushes its head under your hands. Rainbow Rowell
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I'm interested. It's like you've got all these weird barriers set up, like you only want me to have access to this tiny part of you… Rainbow Rowell
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If he were to look up at her now, he’d know exactly how stupid she was. She couldfeel her face go soft and gummy. If Park were to look up at her now, he’d know everything. Rainbow Rowell
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All I do when we're apart is think about you, and all I when we're together is panic. Because every second feels so important. And because I'm so out of control, I can't help myself. I'm not even mine anymore, I'm yours, and what if you decide that you don't want me? How could you want me like I want you?' He was quiet. He wanted everything she'd just said to be the last thing he heard. He wanted to fall asleep with 'I want you' in his ears. 'God, ' she said. 'I told you I shouldn't talk. I didn't even answer your question. Rainbow Rowell
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I don't like you, Park. I think I live for you. I don't think I even breathe when we're not together. Which means when I see you on Monday morning, it's been like sixty hours since I've taken a breath. That's probably why I'm so crabby, and why I snap at you. All I do when we're apart is think about you, and all I do when we're together is panic. Because every second feels so important. And because I'm so out of control, I can't help myself. I'm not even mine anymore, I'm yours, and what if you decide that you don't want me? How could you want me like I want you? . Rainbow Rowell
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Because being assaulted with maxi pads is a great way to win friends and influence people. Rainbow Rowell
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How could it be possible that there were that many nerve endings all in one place? Rainbow Rowell
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I can’t help but think, ’ Park would say during taekwando. ‘I can’t turn off my brain. Rainbow Rowell
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He's mad at me."" For what?"" For not being like him." Eleanor looked dubious. "Has he been mad at you for the last sixteen years?"" Basically. Rainbow Rowell
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He was probably being so quiet because he was trying not to say it out loud. Rainbow Rowell
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They still didn’t talk on the bus, but it had become a less confrontational silence. Almost friendly. (But not quite.) Rainbow Rowell
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They fell in love the way you do the first time, when you're young, and you feel as if you have nothing and everything to lose Rainbow Rowell
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To have and hold. Not forever, maybe-not forever, for sure-and not figuratively. But literally. And now. Now, he was hers. Rainbow Rowell
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Hey, mister, I don’t think so. You go outside and yell at sky, you so angry. Rainbow Rowell
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And he’d expected her to feel like heaven, plus nirvana, plus that scene in Willy Wonka where Charlie starts to fly. Rainbow Rowell
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There was a necklace inside. A thin silver chain with a small pendant, a silver pansy. Rainbow Rowell
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She had the kind of smile you see in toothpaste commercials, where you can see practically all of somebody's teeth. She should smile like that all the time, Park thought; it made her face cross over from weird to beautiful. He wanted to make her smile like that constantly. Rainbow Rowell
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And then she kissed him with tongue- on the bus. Rainbow Rowell